my Life it's repeating itself again..
feeling this feeling must be super exciting for wanting me to have it repeated again..
what the hell am i doing...
hating the way people treat me..
and worse of all.. hating the way i treat myself..
after hearing those words again..
i couldnt help myself from thinking..
i really wanted to torture myself..
to do something bad to myself
to hurt myself in any possible means..
even if those actions cause me to regret later on..
i couldnt stop myself from thinking like that..
it was just too painful to feel it again..
again and again..
why is that happening to me..
why do i get myself into this when i know what the true outcome of it..
it will never be what i think.. cos i'm the outsider..
never the one in it at the first place..
why do people get involved in married man? it's wrong!!
but you cant help it.. it's the feelings that both share..
even if it's wrong..
this is driving me crazy..
i cant concentrate without thinking about the way you treated
thinking why you were so cold..
but i got my answer today..
it hit me again.. hardly.
those words were put to me like a knife stabbed into my heart.
i'm bleeding.. and still is..
the wound is deep.. it will be hard to heal..
time will heal right?
but how to heal when the knife it still there in my heart?
still so fresh everyday.. blood draining from my heart, my body..
draining every single drop. leaving me with no more life...... nothing.

You were the star, the light in my life.
And now, you are walking out of it.
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life.

A hole in my heart,
A scar left behind.
And all i see is that bloodstained knife.

Name's Vinotion.
A living journey of me.
Searching through the past, present and future.

WANTS
- A New Laptop
- A New learning experience.
- A new Handphone
- New wardrobe
- To get into a Local Uni
- To get back my other side of me
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LOVES
- Animals & Nature
- Dancing (La Ballroom En Masse!!)
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HATES
- Betrayal
- Being put down
- To be left out
- ?

 
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Richard<3
ShaoQiu<3
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imeeeeeeeeem ! :DDD