I feel so demoralized.
Like suddenly, Life is meaningless to me.
I dont know what i want in my Life.
What the Hell do I want!!!
I cant even decide what am i interested in.
What course i want to go for Uni.
I like to see those design stuff..
Media, arts, whatever that has desgining.
But i'm afraid i cant do it.
I dun have the skills to draw or what.
I dont know what course i can take.
I want to do Design.
But is it because i like to see them or do i really have the interest to it?


I seriously need to change.
I cant be always stuck in my own barrier that i've built.
i need to get out of it.
Leave all my past troubles that i hold on to.
Leave all my sorrows, my hurt and pain.
Leave everything of my past behind.
Including a part of me..
that wants to come out. but NO. i need to leave that behind.
leave those dark side, and come to the brighter side.
No more hiding behind my sister's shadow.
Stop saying 'I dunno', and start thinking 'I know'.
CHANGE. That is my goal. My short term goal.
I need to overcome my fears.. my past.
I'm not like what i used to be.
I'm different. So why cant i change my thinking too?
i Have to see the brighter side of life.
have positive views, have a clearer mind.
Dun hate myself,
Love myself,
know myself,
Be friends with myself.

Things will be different if i change....
I want to be different...

You were the star, the light in my life.
And now, you are walking out of it.
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life.

A hole in my heart,
A scar left behind.
And all i see is that bloodstained knife.

Name's Vinotion.
A living journey of me.
Searching through the past, present and future.

WANTS
- A New Laptop
- A New learning experience.
- A new Handphone
- New wardrobe
- To get into a Local Uni
- To get back my other side of me
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LOVES
- Animals & Nature
- Dancing (La Ballroom En Masse!!)
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HATES
- Betrayal
- Being put down
- To be left out
- ?

 
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