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.Tuesday, November 24, 2009'
& i dunt want to be the one, left alone in the dark.

She locks herself in a dark room,
though she is afraid of the dark.
Sitting at a corner, hugging her knees tightly,
whispering to herself, saying...
"what did i do wrong, what did i do wrong."

Her mind is filled with flashes and flashes of light.
each a remembrance of the past or the present.
"Those happy times are now just the past." remembering..
It was just last year that those people were at her party,
but now, everyone just seems to disappear.

Was it her fault that she did not maintain those friendship properly.
Was that the reason why all what she once hold dearly is now, gone.
The more she thinks, the harder she falls,
griping her hair and pulling them ever so forcefully.

Though she does not understand why and how this happen,
But she knows is because she did or did not do something.
She dislike this feeling of loneliness,
she dislike this feeling of being outcast.
She hates the way she have treated her friends.
She hates the way why she was like that.

A scissors in one hand, and a bunch of hair in another.
With tears in her eyes,
she cuts her beautiful long hair.
snip!
The scissors cuts her hair in one swift cut.

but because in the total darkness of the room,
the scissors have no eyes to see,
that not only was it cutting her hair,
it was cutting her beautiful face.

Fresh blood oozed from that cut,
but the pain in her heart can never be compared.
with every forceful action of her wrist,
she manipulate her face with deep new slits..

Now, with both pain from inside and out,
each matching one and other.
she covers her face,
and closed her eyes, thinking..
She will never be able to face them again..

not like this,
Not with this bloody, scarred, face.







You were the star, the light in my life.
And now, you are walking out of it.
Felt like I was just a victim,
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life.

A hole in my heart,
A scar left behind.
And all i see is that bloodstained knife.


The Lady .

Name's Vinotion.
A living journey of me.
Searching through the past, present and future.


Her .
Updated on 11 Jan 09.

WANTS
- A New Laptop
- A New learning experience.
- A new Handphone
- New wardrobe
- To get into a Local Uni
- To get back my other side of me
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LOVES
- Animals & Nature
- Dancing (La Ballroom En Masse!!)
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HATES
- Betrayal
- Being put down
- To be left out
- ?


Insanity .



Exits .
 
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Melody .

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Credits .

Designer; %BENDAN
Fonts; Dafont
ImageHost; Photobucket
Pictures; Deviantart
Background; Deviantart
Others; Powerpoint, notepad .